How we met up ?
How we knew each other ?
How we bump on each other ?
How we became friend ?
How we get this close ?
How your face seems so familiar ?
How things happen between us ?
How time flew so fast ?
How I knew you ?
How I realized you were there ?
How I didn't realize you were there at first ?
How I saw you with your friends ?
How I admire your face so much ?
How I admire your attitude so much ?
How I suddenly had a crush on you ?
How I realized the feeling of "addicted" to see you ?
How I became one of your closest friend ?
Do you know ?
That I didn't expect this to happen ?
That I didn't ask for the 'meet up' ?
That I didn't realize when I started 'Admiring' ?
That I didn't know we'll become close friend ?
That I don't even wanted to admire you ?
That I don't even wanted to like you ?
That I don't even like this feeling ?
That I don't even expect you to like me back ?
That I don't even hoping for anything more ?
Didn't you see ?
How I've tried my best to forget you ?
How I've tried my best to cover my feelings ?
How I've tried my best to let you go ?
How I've told myself every damn seconds to stop ?
How I've told myself you're my friend ?
How I've done many ways to let this feeling gone ?
Can you please ?
Stay like who you are now ?
Stay treating me as your friend ?
Stay calling my name everyday ?
Stay looking for me everyday ?
Stay asking me a lot of questions ?
Stay making silly things to me ?
Stay with that look in your eyes ?
Stay making other girls jealous with me ?
Stay acting like you don't know this feeling ?
Cause I know that :
You realized the different how I look at you.
You realized the different how I smile at you.
You realized how i get jealous when something happen.
You realized the FACT that I like you.
I Apologize for everything
Knew it was a mistakes
Made by myself
If someone need to be blamed
Go find me
And I'll say
Don't blame me
But do what ever you wanted
As my punishment.
Olla Yooila